Shania Twain felt the need on her new album to empower herself the same way she has uplifted listeners with hits like āMan! I Feel Like a Womanā and āSheās Not Just a Pretty Face.ā
So she set aside all feelings of self consciousness ā appearing braless for the albumās artwork and letting listeners unabashedly hear her surgically repaired voice ā on Throughout the albumās 12-tracks, the 57-year-old country pop superstar confronts her physical vulnerabilities with authority in ways meant to uplift fans, and herself.
Twainās sixth studio album is her first since having open-throat surgery in 2018 to strengthen her vocal muscles after a long battle with Lyme disease. During the pandemic, the singer said she went into her āwriting caveā at home to hone her songwriting skills and penned three albums worth of music with a clear understanding that her powerful vocals might not last forever.
In a recent interview with The Associated Press, Twain spoke candidly about the album, which is out Friday, regaining her confidence, singing during throat surgery and preparing for her global upcoming tour, which kicks off April 28.
Remarks have been edited for clarity and brevity.
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AP: How do you define your new album, āQueen of Meā?
TWAIN: Self empowerment is about managing your mindset. Controlling your own mood. Your frame of mind. It just turned into āQueen of Me.ā Iām my own boss. Iām the boss of me. I have to tell myself how to think. What to think. It became the theme of the whole album. It ended up representing that uplifting mode of myself.
AP: Before I listened to your album, I was expecting ballads. But itās a more upbeat experience. What made you choose that route?
TWAIN: It was all happening in a mode of lifting my own spirit up. I wanted music that was going to make me want to dance. Even some of the songs that are a little more, for example, āBrand New Meā or āPretty Liar.ā Those are songs that would have maybe stayed more in the melancholy vibe more ballady. But because I was really relying on my songwriting during that time to make me feel a positive energy, everything pretty much turned into this more poppy, dancey, beat-driven, upbeat-driven sounding album.ā
AP: You seem liberated on your album cover. Was that your intent?
TWAIN: That was the entire intention. You know, throw away the bra. I did a lot of nude photography in that session. Thatās obviously a partial nude. I wanted to be on a horse. One of the places I feel most liberated is riding a horse. You can fly. Itās very empowering. Itās like you take this unbridled posture to bridle your freedom. Itās like facing a fear, facing something thatās uncomfortable, getting myself out of my comfort zone ā especially on a horse. Thatās freedom.
AP: I heard you sang during surgery. Is that true?
TWAIN: Yes, I had to be awake, so that I could sing and speak. It was horrible. Iām not going to lie. But there was no way around it. It was the only way. The decision to do the surgery was quick for me, but the recovery was quite long and very very painful. They literally had to stretch the larynx, move everything over and put these crutches in there. Youāre singing and you speak, so they understand that you have symmetrical closure ā which I didnāt have before.
AP: Whatās been your thoughts after the surgery?
TWAIN: I may not have it forever. Just with age, the effect of it just might not stand up. So Iāve got to take advantage of it now, enjoy it, get out on the stage, make more records, because Iām not sure I would go through it again.
AP: Iām sure thatās tough to hear. Do you think about when your voice might go again?
TWAIN: I donāt think about it. I donāt worry about it. I focus on how to manage my voice the way it is now. For example, before the surgery, it was like a two-hour warmup and so much physical therapy. I just couldnāt sustain it. Thatās why I decided to have the surgery. The surgery has reduced all of that to about 20 minutes, which is very normal. Thatās ideal. But if Iām not singing for even a week or maybe two weeks, it takes me two to three days to get that voice going again. Itās more work than I had to do before, but itās worth it.
AP: What was the first sign of your singing confidence?
TWAIN: The true confidence was three weeks after the surgery. I made a sound and there was resonance. Instant resonance. Iām like, āOh, my God. I feel it. I feel it working.ā It was a small window, but that kind of put the fire under my butt, too, and I said, āAll right, no more excuses.ā Youāve got this and youāve got the best technology available. Top notch surgeon. All the physiotherapy education you need. Get out there and do it.
AP: With your retooled vocals, how are you mentally getting ready for your tour?
TWAIN: When I now go out on that stage, I am not afraid of the criticism. Iām not going to be perfect. My voice is not what it used to be. I sing differently. Thereāll be holes in it. Iām not the same body I used to be. All these things. But I go out there with the confidence that Iām the best I can be and that Iāve worked hard to be my best. I just am not afraid of the criticism. Iām there for the people that are embracing me for who I am. I will get out there and do my best to make everybody happy, as I always do.
āJonathan Landrum Jr., The Associated Press